Wednesday, August 31, 2011

'Richmond Blues' (Remembering a special place and time 1985-87)


I
Avalon Sunset
and we watch
from our Grace
Street balcony.

Grifters and
hustlers exit the
building briefly
illuminated
             flickering

revealed beneath the
street light before stepping
into the enfolding
darkness.

Cat calls and whistles
                                echo.

II

The night is for
the young. We are
Princes of the 'hood
Royalty in the clubs.

The Fan District
our Kingdom. We
                        stagger
drunk through alleys
untouched, confident
in our beauty.

The trophy's we
bring home remain
nameless passing in 
the morning light like
shadows into memory.

The veil of night
will lift it's cloak the 
masquerade giving way
to the

stumbling ragged
thick tongue
of
morning.

III

Without a car I
run/ walk everywhere in
the Fan strapping on
backpack

jogging to stores
bars cafes even work.
I am fit by necessity.
Lean alert

aware one with
the streets in tune
with the rhythm outside
of the in.

IV

I was both adorned
with and adored women.
Terri, Vickie and others
less significant. I

broke a few
hearts in vain disregard
inevitably my own heart
was shattered battered
stomped into a

million billion blood
stained pieces. The
wound was almost fatal.
There were moments I 

wish it were. That
was the beginning of
the Richmond Blues. That
was a test for life. That

was why I left.

V

On a rainy day
the Village Cafe 
is my favorite
place to be.

A table by the
window basket of
fries pint of draft
reading

Bukowski, Hunter S.,
John Updike or similar.
Outside washes away
familiar stains. Steam
rises off black tar roads.

VCU students file
in wet and loud. The
waiter brings me another
beer and eventually another.

I turn slowly 
blurring pages my
own words slurring. The
rain continues the afternoon
fades and I am content to

be immersed in
my beautiful melancholy.
Floating falling drowning in
such exquisite delectable

Blues.

VI

Long walks down
Monument Avenue (fading)
brunch at the Strawberry
Street Cafe (fading)  flipping

through racks of
used LP's at Plan 9
Records (fading) Saturday
afternoons at the Virginia

Museum of Fine
Arts studying Monet up
close and of course
Picasso (fading). Writing

bad poetry on the
Grace Street balcony
stoned. Such pleasant
memories of Richmond Oh
my city Oh my heart
break
            fading.


CODA

Strange days those last days.
Burned sugar, morals tested. 
Shoes travel escape run till
it hurts. Blinding sun wrath of

everyone. Sanity answers 
the question "why evil?".
There's truth in everything but
nothing is real.  

There must be something
somewhere. Rising I rose
to a point. FALLING

LEVEL.



© 2011 Jerry L. Kirk

©1987 Jerry L. Kirk

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